Feel broken down,
my body aches
My heart it bleeds from past mistakes
Can’t stop the tears, they fall like rain
The words are spinning ’round my brain
So scared and feeling so alone
The coldness fills my every bone
No sleep, can’t think at all
Each way I turn, another wall
This darkness haunts my very soul
My world seems dead, I’ve lost control
The only weapon is my pen
Depression has moved in again.
I won’t give up, I won’t give in,
tryin’ to make a life within,
these walls, as cold as stone,
wish i haven’t been alone.
I wish i could just turn back time,
What i did, the fault was mine.
I pray that i could start over new,
Oh God, you know what I would do!
I pray your eyes will open to see,
Into your heart – Forgive me.